i believe.i receive.

"the pursuit of happiness is not wad life is about; life is a test, a trust and a temporary assignment. We are preparing for something even better- e things we see now are here today, gone tmr. But the things we cant see now will last forever."


THROUGH IT ALL

You are forever in my life
You see me through the seasons
Cover me with Your hand
And lead me in Your righteousness
And I look to You
And I wait on You
I will sing to You, Lord
A hymn of love
For Your faithfulness to me
Im carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
Through it all.





You'll never let me go
Through it all.

mie pre-birthday magical surprise

"there is no surprise more magical than e surprise of being loved.

it is God's finger on man's shoulder~ charles morgan"

Be of good cheer, daughter, your faith has made you well.

for many years as long as i can recall ive not celebrated any birthdays with parents or family.. not even my 21st. every yr e most i would get a angpao from dad.over e yrs ive got used to.
birthdays has never been a big fanfare for a family of 3 members & for parents whom dun really display affections outwardly -tradition chinese family- . over e yrs ive got used to. tats prob e reason i felt extremely difficult to communicate to them over e yrs.. & ive left it e way it is. many a times i wish they could give me a hug instead of askin mie repetitive ques e moment i step into the hse wif my pea brain still overly occupied by work n sometimes ques tat i simply cant answer. i always tot i needed peace. guess i know one day i'll come to realise im wrong.

today i can say i had one of e most "blessed" birthday celebration with my family. :))
it was supposely a get2gether dinner at my aunt's for ah ma & my new-nephew-inlaw (ah ma has been losing memory since she got back from hospital recently) and i jus merely mentioned my bd was near las sunday to them at dinner. so today i blew mie 1st 2008 birthday cake!! today i realised how loved i was in e family & how blessed i am. how wonderful it is to be surrounded by love & ppl whom i call family.

[ ppl who reads mie blog long enuf knows tat im not a family person. i hate being in families gathering & i run away from such. even CNY is my most hated occasions.]

so im tellin u ..e feelings flowin within is unbelievable to myself either.
god's amazing grace is unbelievable. truly.

Hillsong United - At the Cross

god bless.
XOXOXO