self-help is no help at all.

wad on earth am i here for ? wad is the purpose of life?
havent u being constantly haunt by the 2 big lines esp in times u fall or faced with a life crisis.
or maybe some jus choose to live thru life cluelessly - ignorance is a bliss some says? not.

fear drove me into serious tots abt e 2 big lines. do i live to selfishly fullfill my own purpose & lead a full of myself life? wad would i gain till my las breath i really wonder.. if i live a life with self-indulge purposes? how would e world remember me as.

mie is so caught up with "life" chasing for wad e rest of e world's chasing after-"self" tat when something happens my fear of losing "life" is eating me up. instead of living a life i was lived by life! i was being controlled by "life" and cant even rem when ive lost e "self" i was chasing after. sad. so wad on earth am i here for?

a life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump. ~proverbs 11:28

so. i had to began mie journey in search of "purpose".
happy "birth"day definately means more than it.

ive wasted enuf time. 30 yrs to be exact to beat ard e bushes.
everything,absolutely everything above & below got started in him... so? im so going to demand a answer from him! Bless mie.